| Transcript of speech by
Rod Crook to the Old Prescotian Reunion
[9th.October, 1992] Professor
Taylor, Guests, Fellow Prescotians,
Ladies and Gentlemen,
Thank
you for your kind welcome, and for the
honour involved in inviting me to give
the speech in reply on behalf of the
guests. Memory is always mediated by who
we are now and the journey we have
travelled. Having lived outside the U.K.
since the 1950's I provide a reminder of
just how far flung our community really
is. Nevertheless it remains a community
in the most important sense.
The buildings have gone. No need to run
past the air raid shelters to make it on
time in the morning, nor do I need to
shove on a cap for the last few yards
before entering the gates. R. S. Briggs
no longer waits at the end of the slide
on a frosty winter morning as my momentum
takes me inexorably into his arms,
prematurely ending an illicit slide after
second period and leading equally
inexorably to 'four of the best.' The
place is no longer what it was and I
realise with total certainty that one can
never go home again because 'it' is not
there, not anywhere in fact but in the
world of memory. When we meet together
and share our memories we at once come
truly home again to a world we once
shared, while reaffirming the community
which in a different sense we will always
share, a community not bounded in time
and space. So tonight I want to talk for
a few minutes about that world and to pay
my respects to the vision and community
that was and still is in that wider sense
the Prescot Grammar School.
In January 1942 I first met Miss Huckle.
It didn't need a social analyst to work
out that Nanny had seen it all before.
The great conveyer belt had come again
past the door of Form 1 and deposited me,
the lowliest and newest recruit, into the
world of PGS which was to be a central
part of my life for the next ten years.
The school taught many things and some of
them were even on the curriculum! A
handful of long paint brushes made an
effective weapon for Miss Huckle on the
rare occasions when a small boy went
beyond reasonable bounds, but normally a
withering glance was more than enough.
Morning assemblies in the war, and I
remember the names being read out of old
boys killed or missing in action. Our
small society was inextricably linked
into other social worlds and other
realities. School, country, loyalty,
honour and decency were all there being
ritually affirmed for even the smallest
boy to understand something, however
vaguely, about the privileges and
responsibilities of membership.
The world of boys and the world of adults
including teachers, intersected but did
not correspond. We had our
appointed orbits. We the young, had
to put up with a lot: blackboard
dusters on the backside, chalk thrown
with skill, lines and detentions,
standing outside and sometimes inside the
headmaster's study, occasional hair
pulling, straps on the hand from
benighted souls who had reached the end
of their tether and imagination, and
occasionally the unkindest cut of all,
sarcasm. We returned the favour
with paper airplanes, silver paper
projectiles shaped like inverted
miniature wine glasses and armed with
ink, rubber bands firing folded paper at
high velocity, marbles under the table
legs, matches in the chalk, the
occasional 'accidental' snowball, and
blackboard dusters balanced on top of
classroom doors in the forlorn hope that
'one day'.
Out
of this natural opposition came
increasing tolerance and gradual
admission to the symbols of
adulthood. Some of us even stayed
on in the sixth form eventually becoming
prefects and mediating between the two
worlds. We also had the Prefects
Dance in the Hall, the annual ritual with
real life bring your own girls allowed in
for one night only, a 'never to
be repeated offer'; refreshments in the
Art Room and a walk round the corridors
thrown in. There were the daily
morning assemblies also in the Hall, but
unlike the motivational rituals of
Japanese industry where the Company song
pledges loyalty and productivity, we sang
"And did those feet in ancient times
etc." Standing there hugely
bored I would look around at
the platoons of young christian soldiers
and beyond them at the names on the
walls. Finally the Hall was where
one read the Lesson - terrified with the
words jumbled together and leaping around
the page.
Geoffrey Dixon taught me to write at
least well enough to be understood and
that required a good deal of dedication
on his part; also the art of writing a
precis, gone alas from the contemporary
curriculum at least in the schools I
know. Because they did not have the
pleasure of writing countless precis at
school I find that every year I have to
set Final Year Honours students the task
of identifying and summarizing difficult
issues in 300 words or less, and if they
claim it's impossible the number of words
available drops. So Geoffrey Dixon
continues to influence the young long
after retirement!
I became a bit player in the school play.
The play,(for me MacBeth and St. Joan)
was a metaphor of the school community.
It was a social performance in which we
all served, the good, the adequate and
the simply appalling. There was room for
the talent-less bit players- they too
were part of the team. For St. Joan I
spent longer making a table look as if it
could have been an antique than learning
and speaking all my fourteen words which
opened the play. Six of these referred
unambiguously if repetitively to an
absence of eggs, the remainder expressing
profound irritation and a request for
further explanation. Well at least it was
over quickly and the actors could get to
work!
So also it was with sport. Three great
events stick in my mind, first Founder's
Day Football (due after midnight tonight
by my reckoning), second, Sports Day and
leading up to it 'standards' for athletic
events, and third the annual cross
country grind. Everyone was involved. All
competed if only against themselves and
their efforts could make a difference for
the House. Why do I recall these events?
Because they were part of a vision in
which excellence was celebrated, but also
important was taking part and doing the
job. You could not expect more than a
person's best and you valued the person
and his best and never made light of it.
We learned to play for a team, to play
hard and play to win. Yet we also learned
how to lose and to get up no matter how
disappointed and congratulate the winner.
Virtues of a disappearing world, no
doubt, but fundamental in preparing
people to make and to live in a good
society. I hardly need to remind you that
'Alphas' learned this lesson early and
frequently!
Yes I also remember being frozen to the
bone most Wednesday afternoons in winter,
nails digging into the soles of the feet
from old type soccer boots, and trying to
kick a leather ball which weighed a ton
in the rain and mud- no wonder I
emigrated. That decision was made without
difficulty on a Wednesday afternoon all
those years ago!
I recall with great affection and
gratitude the dignity given to us by our
teachers. There was the occasional bully
but by and large they didn't last long.
To see possibility and promise in another
person is a gift. To work at bringing it
to fruition is to give a gift. That was a
major part of the PGS community, highly
intelligent and dedicated teachers who
cared about their work and who by skill
and effort showed us what we could become
and started us on a long road. I have had
the privilege of being involved in the
education of thousands of undergraduates,
and many to the level of doctorates. If
there is any competence I know where it
started.
Let me share a story which has a moral.
Sitting one afternoon in H.S.C.
Scholarship History in the book room-
that small store room next to the coats
and toilets. What, I asked, is the
purpose in the end of studying History-
the answer was instructive- "to
learn to value the liberal
tradition". I may not have fully
understood but the answer stuck and took
some sort of root. That answer says a lot
about the vision of the place. Today we
live in an increasingly organized and
technologized world. Enormous attention
is paid to rhetoric and appearance, but
behind the appearance the reality is
disappointing. No one would think of
holding a class in a windowless small
storeroom but the secret of education
remains the same- to touch the person, to
share a vision, to show interest and
excitement, and to really care about the
development and potential of the person
one teaches. Without that commitment
education becomes a costly exercise in
frustration, futility and rhetoric.
I can see in the mind's eye Mr Wood
(Eddie) standing at the blackboard adding
numbers and equations with the speed of
light; gown flapping, attention riveted
to the sheer elegance of the problem and
the optimal solution. Numbers and series
move left, right, up and down and the man
is in ecstasy! It's as if Bolton
Wanderers had scored. As he works he sees
a possible move, considers it and says
"what you gain on the swings you
lose on the roundabouts," and we all
grin, and it's the first and only thought
I've managed to follow. That's what
education is really about -sharing a
vision and seeking to touch the other and
say "follow these moves and you too
will make a discovery, will be 'turned
on' and you too can begin to fly,"
and to help make that happen is to be a
participant in a miracle.
Mr Bailey (Fab) was an inspiration. An
excellent historian and a fine teacher
who very occasionally felt it necessary
to give "five lines- (long pause)
-the next boy who talks." 'Questions
round the class' and in particular Local
History were his forte. To listen to F.A.
Bailey talk at length about the history
of Prescot and environs was to transcend
the great divide of age and position. It
mattered to him you see, and so it
mattered to me. At the end of every term
he would read light verse aloud to the
class, and to be there was to be
spellbound. Seated at the table, intense
stare emerging from a book known
backwards- angled forward, body immobile-
"the thing I like about Cl-i-v-e /
is that he is no longer a-l-i-v-e-/ there
is much to be said/ for being
d-e-a-d." and again "Billy in
one of his bright new s-a-s-h-e-s / fell
into the fire and was burnt to a-s-h-e-s/
and now although the room grows
c-h-i-ll-y/ I haven't the heart to poke
poor B-i-ll-y." Finally the
never-to-be-forgotten gem, again without
expression or the hint of a smile.
"No no for my virginity/ if I lose
that cried Rose, I'll die / behind the
bush last night said Dick/ Rose were you
not extremely sick?"
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