| Transcript of
speech by Rod Crook to the Old Prescotian Reunion
[9th.October, 1992] Professor
Taylor, Guests, Fellow Prescotians, Ladies and
Gentlemen,
Thank
you for your kind welcome, and for the honour
involved in inviting me to give the speech in
reply on behalf of the guests. Memory is always
mediated by who we are now and the journey we
have travelled. Having lived outside the U.K.
since the 1950's I provide a reminder of just how
far flung our community really is. Nevertheless
it remains a community in the most important
sense.
The buildings have gone. No need to run past the
air raid shelters to make it on time in the
morning, nor do I need to shove on a cap for the
last few yards before entering the gates. R. S.
Briggs no longer waits at the end of the slide on
a frosty winter morning as my momentum takes me
inexorably into his arms, prematurely ending an
illicit slide after second period and leading
equally inexorably to 'four of the best.' The
place is no longer what it was and I realise with
total certainty that one can never go home again
because 'it' is not there, not anywhere in fact
but in the world of memory. When we meet together
and share our memories we at once come truly home
again to a world we once shared, while
reaffirming the community which in a different
sense we will always share, a community not
bounded in time and space. So tonight I want to
talk for a few minutes about that world and to
pay my respects to the vision and community that
was and still is in that wider sense the Prescot
Grammar School.
In January 1942 I first met Miss Huckle. It
didn't need a social analyst to work out that
Nanny had seen it all before. The great conveyer
belt had come again past the door of Form 1 and
deposited me, the lowliest and newest recruit,
into the world of PGS which was to be a central
part of my life for the next ten years. The
school taught many things and some of them were
even on the curriculum! A handful of long paint
brushes made an effective weapon for Miss Huckle
on the rare occasions when a small boy went
beyond reasonable bounds, but normally a
withering glance was more than enough.
Morning assemblies in the war, and I remember the
names being read out of old boys killed or
missing in action. Our small society was
inextricably linked into other social worlds and
other realities. School, country, loyalty, honour
and decency were all there being ritually
affirmed for even the smallest boy to understand
something, however vaguely, about the privileges
and responsibilities of membership.
The world of boys and the world of adults
including teachers, intersected but did not
correspond. We had our appointed
orbits. We the young, had to put up with a
lot: blackboard dusters on the backside,
chalk thrown with skill, lines and detentions,
standing outside and sometimes inside the
headmaster's study, occasional hair pulling,
straps on the hand from benighted souls who had
reached the end of their tether and imagination,
and occasionally the unkindest cut of all,
sarcasm. We returned the favour with paper
airplanes, silver paper projectiles shaped like
inverted miniature wine glasses and armed with
ink, rubber bands firing folded paper at high
velocity, marbles under the table legs, matches
in the chalk, the occasional 'accidental'
snowball, and blackboard dusters balanced on top
of classroom doors in the forlorn hope that 'one
day'.
Out
of this natural opposition came increasing
tolerance and gradual admission to the symbols of
adulthood. Some of us even stayed on in the
sixth form eventually becoming prefects and
mediating between the two worlds. We also
had the Prefects Dance in the Hall, the annual
ritual with real life bring your own girls
allowed in for one night only, a 'never to
be repeated offer'; refreshments in the Art Room
and a walk round the corridors thrown in.
There were the daily morning assemblies also in
the Hall, but unlike the motivational rituals of
Japanese industry where the Company song pledges
loyalty and productivity, we sang "And did
those feet in ancient times etc."
Standing there hugely bored I would look around
at
the platoons of young christian soldiers and
beyond them at the names on the walls.
Finally the Hall was where one read the Lesson -
terrified with the words jumbled together and
leaping around the page.
Geoffrey Dixon taught me to write at least well
enough to be understood and that required a good
deal of dedication on his part; also the art of
writing a precis, gone alas from the contemporary
curriculum at least in the schools I know.
Because they did not have the pleasure of writing
countless precis at school I find that every year
I have to set Final Year Honours students the
task of identifying and summarizing difficult
issues in 300 words or less, and if they claim
it's impossible the number of words available
drops. So Geoffrey Dixon continues to influence
the young long after retirement!
I became a bit player in the school play. The
play,(for me MacBeth and St. Joan) was a metaphor
of the school community. It was a social
performance in which we all served, the good, the
adequate and the simply appalling. There was room
for the talent-less bit players- they too were
part of the team. For St. Joan I spent longer
making a table look as if it could have been an
antique than learning and speaking all my
fourteen words which opened the play. Six of
these referred unambiguously if repetitively to
an absence of eggs, the remainder expressing
profound irritation and a request for further
explanation. Well at least it was over quickly
and the actors could get to work!
So also it was with sport. Three great events
stick in my mind, first Founder's Day Football
(due after midnight tonight by my reckoning),
second, Sports Day and leading up to it
'standards' for athletic events, and third the
annual cross country grind. Everyone was
involved. All competed if only against themselves
and their efforts could make a difference for the
House. Why do I recall these events? Because they
were part of a vision in which excellence was
celebrated, but also important was taking part
and doing the job. You could not expect more than
a person's best and you valued the person and his
best and never made light of it. We learned to
play for a team, to play hard and play to win.
Yet we also learned how to lose and to get up no
matter how disappointed and congratulate the
winner. Virtues of a disappearing world, no
doubt, but fundamental in preparing people to
make and to live in a good society. I hardly need
to remind you that 'Alphas' learned this lesson
early and frequently!
Yes I also remember being frozen to the bone most
Wednesday afternoons in winter, nails digging
into the soles of the feet from old type soccer
boots, and trying to kick a leather ball which
weighed a ton in the rain and mud- no wonder I
emigrated. That decision was made without
difficulty on a Wednesday afternoon all those
years ago!
I recall with great affection and gratitude the
dignity given to us by our teachers. There was
the occasional bully but by and large they didn't
last long. To see possibility and promise in
another person is a gift. To work at bringing it
to fruition is to give a gift. That was a major
part of the PGS community, highly intelligent and
dedicated teachers who cared about their work and
who by skill and effort showed us what we could
become and started us on a long road. I have had
the privilege of being involved in the education
of thousands of undergraduates, and many to the
level of doctorates. If there is any competence I
know where it started.
Let me share a story which has a moral. Sitting
one afternoon in H.S.C. Scholarship History in
the book room- that small store room next to the
coats and toilets. What, I asked, is the purpose
in the end of studying History- the answer was
instructive- "to learn to value the liberal
tradition". I may not have fully understood
but the answer stuck and took some sort of root.
That answer says a lot about the vision of the
place. Today we live in an increasingly organized
and technologized world. Enormous attention is
paid to rhetoric and appearance, but behind the
appearance the reality is disappointing. No one
would think of holding a class in a windowless
small storeroom but the secret of education
remains the same- to touch the person, to share a
vision, to show interest and excitement, and to
really care about the development and potential
of the person one teaches. Without that
commitment education becomes a costly exercise in
frustration, futility and rhetoric.
I can see in the mind's eye Mr Wood (Eddie)
standing at the blackboard adding numbers and
equations with the speed of light; gown flapping,
attention riveted to the sheer elegance of the
problem and the optimal solution. Numbers and
series move left, right, up and down and the man
is in ecstasy! It's as if Bolton Wanderers had
scored. As he works he sees a possible move,
considers it and says "what you gain on the
swings you lose on the roundabouts," and we
all grin, and it's the first and only thought
I've managed to follow. That's what education is
really about -sharing a vision and seeking to
touch the other and say "follow these moves
and you too will make a discovery, will be
'turned on' and you too can begin to fly,"
and to help make that happen is to be a
participant in a miracle.
Mr Bailey (Fab) was an inspiration. An excellent
historian and a fine teacher who very
occasionally felt it necessary to give "five
lines- (long pause) -the next boy who
talks." 'Questions round the class' and in
particular Local History were his forte. To
listen to F.A. Bailey talk at length about the
history of Prescot and environs was to transcend
the great divide of age and position. It mattered
to him you see, and so it mattered to me. At the
end of every term he would read light verse aloud
to the class, and to be there was to be
spellbound. Seated at the table, intense stare
emerging from a book known backwards- angled
forward, body immobile- "the thing I like
about Cl-i-v-e / is that he is no longer
a-l-i-v-e-/ there is much to be said/ for being
d-e-a-d." and again "Billy in one of
his bright new s-a-s-h-e-s / fell into the fire
and was burnt to a-s-h-e-s/ and now although the
room grows c-h-i-ll-y/ I haven't the heart to
poke poor B-i-ll-y." Finally the
never-to-be-forgotten gem, again without
expression or the hint of a smile. "No no
for my virginity/ if I lose that cried Rose, I'll
die / behind the bush last night said Dick/ Rose
were you not extremely sick?"
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