| Transcript of
speech by Rod Crook to the Old
Prescotian Reunion [9th.October,
1992] Professor
Taylor, Guests, Fellow
Prescotians, Ladies and
Gentlemen,
Thank you
for your kind welcome, and for
the honour involved in inviting
me to give the speech in reply on
behalf of the guests. Memory is
always mediated by who we are now
and the journey we have
travelled. Having lived outside
the U.K. since the 1950's I
provide a reminder of just how
far flung our community really
is. Nevertheless it remains a
community in the most important
sense.
The buildings have gone. No need
to run past the air raid shelters
to make it on time in the
morning, nor do I need to shove
on a cap for the last few yards
before entering the gates. R. S.
Briggs no longer waits at the end
of the slide on a frosty winter
morning as my momentum takes me
inexorably into his arms,
prematurely ending an illicit
slide after second period and
leading equally inexorably to
'four of the best.' The place is
no longer what it was and I
realise with total certainty that
one can never go home again
because 'it' is not there, not
anywhere in fact but in the world
of memory. When we meet together
and share our memories we at once
come truly home again to a world
we once shared, while reaffirming
the community which in a
different sense we will always
share, a community not bounded in
time and space. So tonight I want
to talk for a few minutes about
that world and to pay my respects
to the vision and community that
was and still is in that wider
sense the Prescot Grammar School.
In January 1942 I first met Miss
Huckle. It didn't need a social
analyst to work out that Nanny
had seen it all before. The great
conveyer belt had come again past
the door of Form 1 and deposited
me, the lowliest and newest
recruit, into the world of PGS
which was to be a central part of
my life for the next ten years.
The school taught many things and
some of them were even on the
curriculum! A handful of long
paint brushes made an effective
weapon for Miss Huckle on the
rare occasions when a small boy
went beyond reasonable bounds,
but normally a withering glance
was more than enough.
Morning assemblies in the war,
and I remember the names being
read out of old boys killed or
missing in action. Our small
society was inextricably linked
into other social worlds and
other realities. School, country,
loyalty, honour and decency were
all there being ritually affirmed
for even the smallest boy to
understand something, however
vaguely, about the privileges and
responsibilities of membership.
The world of boys and the world
of adults including teachers,
intersected but did not
correspond. We had our
appointed orbits. We the
young, had to put up with a
lot: blackboard dusters on
the backside, chalk thrown with
skill, lines and detentions,
standing outside and sometimes
inside the headmaster's study,
occasional hair pulling, straps
on the hand from benighted souls
who had reached the end of their
tether and imagination, and
occasionally the unkindest cut of
all, sarcasm. We returned
the favour with paper airplanes,
silver paper projectiles shaped
like inverted miniature wine
glasses and armed with ink,
rubber bands firing folded paper
at high velocity, marbles under
the table legs, matches in the
chalk, the occasional
'accidental' snowball, and
blackboard dusters balanced on
top of classroom doors in the
forlorn hope that 'one day'.
Out of
this natural opposition came
increasing tolerance and gradual
admission to the symbols of
adulthood. Some of us even
stayed on in the sixth form
eventually becoming prefects and
mediating between the two
worlds. We also had the
Prefects Dance in the Hall, the
annual ritual with real life
bring your own girls allowed in
for one night only, a 'never to
be repeated offer'; refreshments
in the Art Room and a walk round
the corridors thrown in.
There were the daily morning
assemblies also in the Hall, but
unlike the motivational rituals
of Japanese industry where the
Company song pledges loyalty and
productivity, we sang "And
did those feet in ancient times
etc." Standing there
hugely bored I would look around
at
the platoons of young christian
soldiers and beyond them at the
names on the walls. Finally
the Hall was where one read the
Lesson - terrified with the words
jumbled together and leaping
around the page.
Geoffrey Dixon taught me to write
at least well enough to be
understood and that required a
good deal of dedication on his
part; also the art of writing a
precis, gone alas from the
contemporary curriculum at least
in the schools I know. Because
they did not have the pleasure of
writing countless precis at
school I find that every year I
have to set Final Year Honours
students the task of identifying
and summarizing difficult issues
in 300 words or less, and if they
claim it's impossible the number
of words available drops. So
Geoffrey Dixon continues to
influence the young long after
retirement!
I became a bit player in the
school play. The play,(for me
MacBeth and St. Joan) was a
metaphor of the school community.
It was a social performance in
which we all served, the good,
the adequate and the simply
appalling. There was room for the
talent-less bit players- they too
were part of the team. For St.
Joan I spent longer making a
table look as if it could have
been an antique than learning and
speaking all my fourteen words
which opened the play. Six of
these referred unambiguously if
repetitively to an absence of
eggs, the remainder expressing
profound irritation and a request
for further explanation. Well at
least it was over quickly and the
actors could get to work!
So also it was with sport. Three
great events stick in my mind,
first Founder's Day Football (due
after midnight tonight by my
reckoning), second, Sports Day
and leading up to it 'standards'
for athletic events, and third
the annual cross country grind.
Everyone was involved. All
competed if only against
themselves and their efforts
could make a difference for the
House. Why do I recall these
events? Because they were part of
a vision in which excellence was
celebrated, but also important
was taking part and doing the
job. You could not expect more
than a person's best and you
valued the person and his best
and never made light of it. We
learned to play for a team, to
play hard and play to win. Yet we
also learned how to lose and to
get up no matter how disappointed
and congratulate the winner.
Virtues of a disappearing world,
no doubt, but fundamental in
preparing people to make and to
live in a good society. I hardly
need to remind you that 'Alphas'
learned this lesson early and
frequently!
Yes I also remember being frozen
to the bone most Wednesday
afternoons in winter, nails
digging into the soles of the
feet from old type soccer boots,
and trying to kick a leather ball
which weighed a ton in the rain
and mud- no wonder I emigrated.
That decision was made without
difficulty on a Wednesday
afternoon all those years ago!
I recall with great affection and
gratitude the dignity given to us
by our teachers. There was the
occasional bully but by and large
they didn't last long. To see
possibility and promise in
another person is a gift. To work
at bringing it to fruition is to
give a gift. That was a major
part of the PGS community, highly
intelligent and dedicated
teachers who cared about their
work and who by skill and effort
showed us what we could become
and started us on a long road. I
have had the privilege of being
involved in the education of
thousands of undergraduates, and
many to the level of doctorates.
If there is any competence I know
where it started.
Let me share a story which has a
moral. Sitting one afternoon in
H.S.C. Scholarship History in the
book room- that small store room
next to the coats and toilets.
What, I asked, is the purpose in
the end of studying History- the
answer was instructive- "to
learn to value the liberal
tradition". I may not have
fully understood but the answer
stuck and took some sort of root.
That answer says a lot about the
vision of the place. Today we
live in an increasingly organized
and technologized world. Enormous
attention is paid to rhetoric and
appearance, but behind the
appearance the reality is
disappointing. No one would think
of holding a class in a
windowless small storeroom but
the secret of education remains
the same- to touch the person, to
share a vision, to show interest
and excitement, and to really
care about the development and
potential of the person one
teaches. Without that commitment
education becomes a costly
exercise in frustration, futility
and rhetoric.
I can see in the mind's eye Mr
Wood (Eddie) standing at the
blackboard adding numbers and
equations with the speed of
light; gown flapping, attention
riveted to the sheer elegance of
the problem and the optimal
solution. Numbers and series move
left, right, up and down and the
man is in ecstasy! It's as if
Bolton Wanderers had scored. As
he works he sees a possible move,
considers it and says "what
you gain on the swings you lose
on the roundabouts," and we
all grin, and it's the first and
only thought I've managed to
follow. That's what education is
really about -sharing a vision
and seeking to touch the other
and say "follow these moves
and you too will make a
discovery, will be 'turned on'
and you too can begin to
fly," and to help make that
happen is to be a participant in
a miracle.
Mr Bailey (Fab) was an
inspiration. An excellent
historian and a fine teacher who
very occasionally felt it
necessary to give "five
lines- (long pause) -the next boy
who talks." 'Questions round
the class' and in particular
Local History were his forte. To
listen to F.A. Bailey talk at
length about the history of
Prescot and environs was to
transcend the great divide of age
and position. It mattered to him
you see, and so it mattered to
me. At the end of every term he
would read light verse aloud to
the class, and to be there was to
be spellbound. Seated at the
table, intense stare emerging
from a book known backwards-
angled forward, body immobile-
"the thing I like about
Cl-i-v-e / is that he is no
longer a-l-i-v-e-/ there is much
to be said/ for being
d-e-a-d." and again
"Billy in one of his bright
new s-a-s-h-e-s / fell into the
fire and was burnt to a-s-h-e-s/
and now although the room grows
c-h-i-ll-y/ I haven't the heart
to poke poor B-i-ll-y."
Finally the never-to-be-forgotten
gem, again without expression or
the hint of a smile. "No no
for my virginity/ if I lose that
cried Rose, I'll die / behind the
bush last night said Dick/ Rose
were you not extremely
sick?"
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